My trip down the Runway!

So, as you probably read, yesterday was definitely not one of my best days. But today I have started a new day and feel a slight bit better. I am suffering from a small bit of guilt for not being happy for Esther and her father, maybe a bit selfish I know, but I love her so much and now am uncertain on what lies ahead.

But I am so blessed to have my family and their support. Last night Glacier, Canyon and I were watching Project Runway...for those who do not know I am a huge fan of reality TV. Basically it is a show about up and coming clothing designers. Anyhoo, they were having a fashion show and we were all acting as if we were fashion connoisseur. I made a comment that I really liked a certain outfit and my sweet son, Canyon, responded with a " I like it too, but it does not look as good on her as it would you". Oh yes, I love that kid and I must say it brought me out of my funk and back into the wonderful reality of what I already am blessed with. So, today I start the day being thankful for what God has given me and praying for Esther and her father and what he is about to give them. Hope you all have a great day, and remember on those bad days.."it doesn't look as good on her as it would on you." :)